February 2012
12 posts
G'morning!
Schoooool. Yeeeee buddy.
Yeee. There goes 40 followers. Yolo.
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It's kind of upsetting when the only time someone...
I don’t want to be rude but don’t even bother texting me when all you ask for is a favor every time.
I love how you make me a better person..
You’re so important to me, I don’t want to do a single wrong, I don’t want to give you any reason whatsoever to look down on me or be disappointed. Knowing that we have such a bright future together, I won’t allow myself to slack off, I try so much harder in school knowing it will only add to our future hapinness. You inspire me for the better, I’m so thankful knowing you’re in my life.
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While you're ignoring her, someone else is begging...
Don’t be that guy who takes advantage to what might be the best thing that has ever happened to him. Don’t turn that love into pain, don’t hurt someone who wants nothing more than to make you happy. Be the man she can take home to her parents and know that they’ll like love you, be the man she won’t ever for a single second regret being with, be the man that loves her...
I find all these people attractive...
but I haven’t actually truly “liked” anyone in a long time… It’s so difficult for me to attach myself to someone and give them my all because I know that I’m the type that falls hard, and I can’t let someone take advantage of that. I keep these walls, these thick walls that take time to tear down because I will only give my heart to someone who won’t...
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I don't know why but,
I have multiple personalities. I turn into the most outgoing, loud and obnoxious person you’ll ever meet, but in a good way, when the time calls for it. If you catch me when I’m hungry, all of a sudden I hate everything and the littlest things manage to piss me off. Then you find the shy, reserved little kid when I’m surrounded by people I don’t know and I’m afraid...
I am so scared of losing my parents...
Nobody escapes death, and we get closer and closer to it every day, it’s a well established fact. One of my biggest regrets is ever getting upset at them, ever yelling, ever doing them wrong in any way possible, because our time together is limited, it should be spent with unconditional unending love. Dad, Mom, I know you’ll never read this but, you two are my everything. I love you...
January 2012
6 posts
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I get hurt super easily...
It’s one of the flaws I try so hard to overcome but never quite make it. I want to be strong. I want to be able to brush off the harsh words and the rude comments easily but it always gets to me. The worst part is I act out, I become this douche that hates on everything because I’m mad or sad. I wish I could stay composed, but my short temper and fragile sensitivity always get the...
I want to go on a legit date...
with someone who cares about me just as much as I care for them. No bullshit, just a cute, pleasant date. That’d be nice.
It`s easy to pretend like you`re happy...
It doesn`t take much to put on a smile in front of others, when in reality your heart aches, and you have nobody to turn to. It`s just way easier to act happy rather than face reality. The reality where you`re so sad and your heart is crushed. Only that one person can save you, and knowing the fact that they won`t kills you inside…
When a relationship begins to crumble...
That is the absolute worst feeling in the world. Whether it’s a mutual thing or if one person is unhappy, both walk away with a terrible feeling in their chest. When you both put in so much effort and it all is thrown away. The only remnants of the relationship are a few sentimental items and your fading memories. You both wonder what happened? What could have gone differently? And the only thing...
When you end the conversation, I expect you to...
I hate feeling like I’m bothering you. I always think you don’t actually want to talk to me, and I’m the one keeping the conversation going. Also, when we’re actually talking and out of the blue you just stop replying, I’m embarassed to text you again because it seems like you find me annoying, and I wouldn’t want to annoy you further. I wish you’d just...
December 2011
11 posts
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The spirit fades...
Have you noticed every year, Christmas Spirit dies down more and more each year? As we get older we appreciate less. Being with the family becomes less important, and receiving presents becomes less special every December 25th. I don’t know why, but I really miss Christmas as a child. I believed in an otherworldly force acting within my life, bringing me a special kind of joy that I...
I will never spoil my children...
Lately, especially in this generation kids walk around with the nicest things I never even dreamed of as a child, iPhones, all the video games in the world, nice clothes, money, etc. As a child I was content with watching Dragon Tails on the TV for days and days. I refuse to let my children be brainwashed and have life handed to them, they will grow up to be hard workers unlike the ones you see...
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I wish someone chased after me for once.
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The hardest thing you can do is watch the one you...
Have you ever fallen for someone who never truly returned the feelings? Whether they played you, lost the feelings, or never even knew you liked them in the first place and you simply fell from afar, watching them be with someone else brings that terrible feeling into your chest, that hole that can never be filled. One of the hardest things to experience is to love somebody with all your heart and...
"I like you.."
I wonder what would happen if I just came out with it and told you I like you. What would you do? How would you react? I’ve played it over and over again in my mind, and every time it ended beautifuly, I just can never build up the courage to make it a reality. I guess I’ll never know until I try…
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Don't be quick to fall...
The most cliche term remains true, actions speak louder than words. Don’t fall for the person who knows their way with words, telling you everything you want to hear. They can tell you they’ll treat you right and end up hurting you in the end. Love is a fragile thing, and falling to quickly results in heartbreak. Make them earn your love, make them prove their worth and sincerity. And...
November 2011
6 posts
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Waiting by the phone...
Do you ever wait for someone to make the effort to talk to you? You constantly check your phone but never get that one text that will make your day. Talking to them brings you so much joy, and all you want to do is text or call but you can’t because you want to see if they actually think of you first. So you wait… But it never comes. It sucks when that special person doesn’t put...
"Why me?"
It’s always been questioned why I chose you. Over all the other options you believed to be better, to be more deserving, I will continue to choose you, forever and always. Why? Maybe it’s the fact that you’re perfect in my eyes. All I could ever want is to simply be around you, and when I finally am, all I can do is smile.
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You're my Nala ♥
Things can’t always be perfect
But when the time is right, we’ll forever be in love..
Having best friends is the greatest blessing...
Those people that are always there for you, that understand you, that will support you in any decision you make… They are not there to judge, but to better you. Your closest friends sometimes understand you more than you understand yourself. They love you, and they are the people you can confide in when you know nobody else cares to listen. Having a best friend is a gift, one of the greatest...
October 2011
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September 2011
4 posts
You mean everything to me...
As cliche as it is, you’re always on my mind. You’re the one that I’m willing to fight for. Nothing can make me ever love you less, you’re beyond amazing, you’re beyond beautiful, you’re beyond special to me. You give me these inexplicable feelings. I’m constantly amazed. You put a smile on my face without trying, and you have the ability to make me beyond...
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August 2011
7 posts
When I'm in love...
I’m legitimately in love. I don’t use the term lightly. If I tell you I’m in love with you, I would honestly give you my all, do everything in my power to have you, and stick with you forever. Unlike a lot of people who tell you what you want to hear, what I tell you comes from the heart. I trust you enough not to play with my heart because I’d never play you…
I hate walking on a sidewalk with a group...
I’m ALWAYS the one to be cut off. You know sidewalks, they always have room for everyone in your group but one. That one is me, and it bothers the hell out of me. Like seriously, I’m just like “scoot the eff over hoe, I want to be in the conversation too.”
It`s easy to pretend like you`re happy...
It doesn`t take much to put on a smile in front of others, when in reality your heart aches, and you have nobody to turn to. It`s just way easier to act happy rather than face reality. The reality where you`re so sad and your heart is crushed. Only that one person can save you, and knowing the fact that they won`t kills you inside…
If I could have one superpower...
It would be teleportation, so I could see you every day, sleep with you every night, and simply be blessed with your presence because that’s all I truly want in this world. You.
When a relationship begins to crumble...
That is the absolute worst feeling in the world. Whether it’s a mutual thing or if one person is unhappy, both walk away with a terrible feeling in their chest. When you both put in so much effort and it all is thrown away. The only remnants of the relationship are a few sentimental items and your fading memories. You both wonder what happened? What could have gone differently? And the...
Keep God first...
Everyone has things important to them. School, sports, friends, relationships, anything in general will always take up the majority of our time, but through it all, know that he deserves to be put first. Ask yourself who gave you these things.. HIM. Everything falls in place when you devote your life to him. Keep him first, not fifth, not fourth, not even second. When you give him your all, you...
When she tells you that she's afraid to be hurt...
that’s not a reason for you to leave, she doesn’t want that from you. When she tells you she’s afraid to be hurt again that’s an invitation for you to try even harder, woo her, love her like no other, and be the one to win her heart her because that’s all she needs. A rescuer, someone who makes her forget the pain she once experienced, and gives her the ability...
July 2011
5 posts
There's only you.
I want to reassure you, there is no room in my heart for another. You and I both know there are plenty of other people in the world that we will find attractive, there’s no doubt about it, but I want you to know you don’t have to be concerned whatsoever. I’ll talk to other girls, and you’ll talk to other boys, but know that you will always be on my mind. Nobody can...
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Late night convos...
I absolutely love them. When you stay up all night with the one person that truly makes you happy. You’ll talk for what seems to only be a couple minutes, but in reality hours just flew by. You finally realize, “shoot, I think i should get to bed now…” but you don’t want to at all, because that would mean leaving them, and you would never want that to happen, ever....